堂本剛  Love Fighter  07/01/03
 


1月1日這重要的日子
                                                                               
是光一的誕生的日子
是邁入10周年的日子
                                                                               
雖然這樣說不好
但我還是無法自己地生氣了
                                                                               
光一
抱歉哪
                                                                               
                                                                               
特地前來的各位
真的是相當地抱歉
                                                                                                       
就算是說出內情
現在而言也是無濟於事
                                                                               
                                                                               
對某些人而言或許不過是
一段無聊的時間
或許不過是KinKi Kids罷了
                                                                               
然而
對我來說
卻是很重要很重要的時間
                                                                               
因此一直
忍耐著
                                                                               
可是
在演唱會上不斷地
思索著
                                                                               
對於
重要的寶物
花了好些天好多個小時
                                                                               
一邊討論激盪
一邊討論激盪
而出的答案和世界
                                                                               
以及隱含著對於我所認為的KinKi Kids的心意
和想法
                                                                               
發現到時
就已經從那小小的失誤
一口氣崩塌毀壞
                                                                               
那是沒有惡意的
雖然一直這樣對自己說著
                                                                               
                                                                               
很後悔
很難過
                                                                               
光一的臉龐和
各種的姿態
在腦海中輕盈飛躍著

剛剛跨入1日的那個夜晚也是
                                                                               
雖然是和身旁的夥伴邊享用著
供予神衹的酒邊歡笑著
                                                                               
卻有重要的寶物
陷入泥沼中被踩損毀去的感覺
                                                                               
縱使歌曲和演奏都有
進行到最後
                                                                               
雖然也想對大家報以笑容
揮手致意
雖然也想再更高高躍起
唱著歌
                                                                               
雖然知道這樣的事情
是我的使命
                                                                               
                                                                               
但卻將怒意揉入歌曲和舞蹈中
卻將混雜了怒氣的聲音和世界
給丟擲而出
                                                                               
像個小孩般的我
不像個大人的我
                                                                               
大家對不起
                                                                               
將悲傷
傳染了出去
對不起
                                                                               
10周年
會發自心
對大家唱出那份感謝
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               

                                                                               
                                                                               
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